Monday, April 27, 2009

First Path to Wealth.. Finding the True YOU..

How to Find the TRUE YOU...

Peace..

Have you had an Life Transforming AHA moment in your Life?.. I had my tear sobbing moment yesterday..Read on...


It's almost 2 am here in California. I was knocked dead tired after the #IPS09 event just now. Amazing learning points and met more and more wonderful people and created wonderful connections.

Kristi, Donald Trump's apprentice is simply magnetic on stage. What I learnt from her was the "Speed of Actions = Speed of Results" spirit. Anything else in life are pure bunch of excuses, stories we tell to ourselves of what and why we cant. Take actions and It's a done deal.

I've got all my value and more to the last penny, worth it coming all the way here to dig in the knowledge. And the best value of all which is priceless are the Amazing and wonderful connections I made networking and getting to know so many of these wonderful Energy bursting women.

The best segment of the Training? LUNCH and BREAKS...well not for the food but for the over the lunch and break conversations which linked the dots together.

I had my best AHA moment while chilling out with Rosie Battista, a woman of great creative gifts and talents.

Have you had those moments when you knew you had the answers all along in you, but never quite seem to figure it out, and then suddenly WHAM BAMM, it hit you on your head like a bolt of inspiration, and you get this Thunderbolt AHA moment.. "Ahhh now I got it!" moment?

Its a split of a second moment, yet can be the most defining moment of your life. When suddendly just like a thunder bolt, an inspired energy comes through you that puts all the clarity and vision to the fuzziness.

Like a click of a button on photoshop that brightens up an image, removes the fuzziness and Viola, a transformed image with such brightness and clarity.

Well, I got mine yesterday, over a chit chat session with a great new friend I met at the IPS event.

That all I am, all my strengths, message and being is LOVE. That's it. Its not about weight loss or nutrition.None of those but Love. About the spirit of Giving, Inspiration, Generosity, Support and Love. I found my core, my essence. I am not a Nutritionist or a weight loss expert, that is just a title. The essence of me, my core my life spirit eternally breathing soul is all about my Passion, Creative energies, Giving spirit, Inspired connections, Giver of Support and Immensed Love..

And now I know why I simply connected with some and just "don't click" with some. Its not about them, its about me. I attract those around me who are ready to hear, listen and receive their own power.

Do you know that its harder to receive than it is to give? By that I mean, its sometimes harder to hear what more accept or receive a true compliment of yourself than it is to hear negative feedback and criticisms. Majority of us are swarmed with just too many crippling critics around us, the sabotagers in life who have nothing better to say to us than a bunch of bull and crap about what they think low of us.

For some, these negative naysayers bombard them almost every other day that we learn to accept what these nay sayers say about us to be true of us. Its like we are suffocated and drowned in this sea of negativities everywhere, not to mention the media with its platora of negative, sad, gloom doom stories. As if we dont have enough of that in our day, we have to sit in and absorb all these negative scarcity induced media bombardment of what is wrong with this world. Which by the way is why almost 99.9% of all the successful people I know avoid reading the papers n mindless magazines gossips.

Anyway, that calls for a separate blog altogether....

Getting back to my point, we are simply surrounded by too many nay sayers that we accept that to be part of what we ought to recieve daily in our life that we forget what it feels like to be appreciated, loved and complimented.

Every time someone sings praises for us, we find every possible sentence to avoid, deflect or deny the compliments. "Hey you have a nice dress today" .. "Errr no lah...its just an old dress...bla bla"

Sounds familiar?

We have lost our ability to see greatness in ourselves and in others and in losing that power, we lost the ability to connect with our source Creator, who has created us in the Best of His Make. Quran says "Mankind is the Best of God's Creations" which means who are we to think less of ourselves when we are made to be the BEST. Aknowledging that best in us is akin to aknowledging our Creator and His Greatness for his Best creation, ie US, ME, YOU.

Seeing greatness in others means we see that in ourselves. What is sad is most people deny that greatest part of themselves by shutting off love and acknowledgements from others. They shut themselves from receiving.

And I will be the first to raise my hand guilty to the last degree for that!

Over these years, I've experienced just too much pain within that I subconsiously shut myself from feelings. To feel love to me was to be hurt, so to avoid the pain, I closed myself from accepting any love even from my own children.

My two wonderful lovely kids who are pure unconditional love to me. I kept myself busy as a busy mum so that I stay away from being loved and to feel love. Worst were people around me who kept on drumming in my head "You are a lousy mum" and most hurting was when they tell my kids that 'You have a lousy mum"

I am in tears as I write this.

I dont blame these people. I have myself to blame for I attracted that in my life. What is within me is without. These people and events simply confirms my beliefs about myself and love. A belief that "That I dont deserve to be loved" and true enough I attracted people and events that confirms that belief to the max.

You know what, life is such a great teacher. God is so loving that he will keep repeating the experiences in our lives until we learn the modules that needs to be learnt before we graduate to the next level to our higher self. And every lesson seems to be more intensed than the previous ones, its almost like God is telling us, "Here take this dose its more bitter this time, so you get cured faster"

So the faster we got over every lesson, the better. Unfortunately, we tend to get stuck and never get beyond our past, thus we live in bitterness all our lives still tasting that dose of bitter life experiences because we choose not to swallow them and get it over with.

The themes in my life for the past years and especially these past few months has been that of "Accepting and Receiving" I keep on bumping into teaching moments that seems to send a message to me "Hey wake up and learn to recieve..look at the people around you who are ready to see the light and gifts in you"

Its hard and scary. To open my eyes to these bright lights. To finally acknowledge that Yes, I do have a gift and yes I am special and unique and I bring to the world my light and yes I do make a difference. To finally "get it" that I matter to some people and that its not serving me at all to focus on those who dont see my gifts or appreciate me. All these while, I get caught up depressed over those 20% who sneer, back bite, back stab and say all the worst things about me, that I forget that there are those 80% waiting eagerly for my light and will appreciate even a flicker of light and warmth from me.

I finally "GOT IT" wealth, money, health, happiness, peace, are pure energy waiting at our doors, knocking every single day to enter our lives. We are simply too deaf for we have been hearing the harsh knocks and screeching that we didnt hear these gentle knocks waiting patiently to enter the doors of lives.

Money, health, wealth, happiness, peace are pure energy. They will only enter when we are ready to receive them, accept them and embrace them without any doubt that they are truely meant for us and that we deserve them.

Its such a revelation to me that we have Money, health and everything waiting to come to us and the issue is not they are not there, but We are not ready for them yet. What irony, when we keep saying every day we need money, health and happiness, yet subconsiously we truely arent ready to receive them at all. No wonder they dont manifest in our lives!

I am ever grateful for this inspired life transforming thought. God, I am thankful and I am ready to receive your Love, to receive these unique skills, talents, abilities and everything that you have made of me, to allow your spirits and beautiful names to manifest through me, ready to receive the "khalifah" role you have entrusted upon me, to receive that all that is great in me, is a mirror of your Greatness and by being in my own Greatness is to Live True to my purpose in life, to be the BEST that I can be.

I accept that to be true of myself : ) I receive : ) Have you?

Love & Success
Suria

PS: Go write 1o greatest things about you or you have accomplished...
Feel Your Power & Start Recieving to Connect to Your Source, the True You...

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